I’m having a tough time managing my bipolar symptoms lately. I went through a tough spot in August when I tried a med change and ended up burning my boob (a good story for another time).
This time I felt I was rapid cycling for a couple weeks, and now have hit that deep depression dip. I so desperately want to control this teeter totter; sit right in the middle keeping it perfectly balanced. But right now there’s a 500 pound weight of chemicals, a bag of wires missing from my brain which are causing a severe dip down which I cannot control.